Posts Tagged ‘permanence’

Black and white

Thursday, June 14th, 2012

I ran across a photograph last night that reminded me of something I once knew. It’s something I remembered for all the years I took photographs using a film camera. It made a deep impression on me but it’s something we don’t understand in these days of so-easy-to-use digital cameras. And recently I’ve almost forgotten about it. Not practiced it. Maybe even deliberately ignored it.

Back in junior college, I met the chief photographer for The Seattle Times, an incredibly artistic photographer named Josef Scalea. He sat on the grass with my journalism class and talked about his career and his work. He showed us photographs, many that we’d already seen in the newspaper and others that he shared in galleries across the nation.

One was a color portrait of an old Indian chief, lines on his face giving him so much character we could even feel it. We oow’d and awe’d over the clarity and artistry of the photograph. “You like that?” Scalea asked.

Then he uncovered a similar portrait of the same man, but in black and white. It was obvious the photo had been taken IN black and white, and not converted from color. The difference was so dramatic — the color photo seemed like a pale rendition of a picture that simply oozed character. Breathed it. It brought the old chief to life.

Scalea’s demonstration came back to haunt me in a photo — a series of photos — that I saw on photographer David Charlwood’s blog (http://charlwoodphotography.wordpress.com/category/editing/). I pinned one to my Pinterest board. I’m not deliberately promoting Charlwood or his workshops, especially since I’m in  Seattle and he’s in Berkshire, UK. Yes, he’s very good but that’s not my point.

I’m promising that I’ll start taking photographs again. It’s been several months since I picked up my camera and years since  I tried to take anything but grab shots to preserve moments of record.

Now I’m inspired to go out and look for moments of real permanence and moments when art can be created using a strong sense of beauty and form and lighting. That includes railroad tracks, like on my pin board.

Don’t do as I did …

Thursday, June 7th, 2012

I hosed up the blog a few months ago. Was working with a friend to show me some of the cool new WordPress widgets — and did the stupidest thing I could possibly have done. I started editing in the current backup. Doh!

I started with the wrong attitude … “I wanna play, too.” I wanted to see if I could figure out the right syntaxes and the code structures. I wanted to move along at a quick gait. I wasn’t prepared for it to be so easy to completely mess things up with the simplest of changes. Arrgh!

If I say I panicked, that would be speaking with a soft voice. I logged off. I hid my head in a hole. I left it unfixed for several months. I cried because I know better … how many years have I taught others the value of maintaining a pristine backup of the current site. How many times have I warned people “don’t edit the only recovery you have” … and there I did it myself. Oh, how awful it is to discover that I’m human. And how humbling.

Communications is like that. We know how to do it. We’ve practiced it over and over. We tell others the consequences of making these kind of silly mistakes. And then we go and do them ourselves. Doh!

Fortunately, things are recoverable. I dug through a previous backup and uploaded the original files. I hadn’t damaged the database, so — as far as I can tell – the posts are all there and the content is safe. I lived to learn my own lesson and now I can go back to being the wise one who warns people of the dangers.

We sometimes misstep when we’re communicating. We say too much, or not enough, or use the wrong words, or come at it with a wrong attitude. But people are inherently willing to forgive … if we acknowledge that we’ve learned and genuinely want to be forgiven. It’s humbling to be human. But most of us understand.

So, I’m back.